i have never been in a place where a smile, a positive light and genuine love is needed the most yet most often diminished.
diminished due to the demands, the tasks and the pressure.
the sense that you are constantly depended on by your patients, by your staff, by anyone one human that walks through the front door of the emergency room.
this can be an overwhelming feeling for 12 hours of your day.
12 hours straight where you can barely walk away to pee or eat.
all i can say is that work is challenging my character.
challenging my character by working with those who belittle me.
to those people i thank them. for they are teaching me the standards in which i now hold myself to.